dID yOU sAY pANCAKES aND wAFFLES?

…idk, but debating with Daniel Ho will complete junior year. That and the fact that I’m leaving continent for first time forever. yeaaaah. good year? I’d definitely say so.

Honestly, when I saw this, absolutely nothing comes to mind. Like…I don’t know if that should worry me, or if I should….think harder or what. It’s not that I’m content right now either, I’m just terrible at setting goals for myself. And I don’t know what I’ll amount to be, what I make myself out to, whatever. I’ll go somewhere in life, yeah, that’s granted. But to where, any general direction….I’m clueless. Even the college I have set out in mind is more my parents’ choice than anything else. If anything, it’s right next to home, saves money, you know. Maybe one of the siblings will be able to use that money when it’s their turn to go to college. For a job….sure it’s some generalization. I guess you could consider that an aspiration. Bioengineering yay? Except I fail at bio, so whatever.

I honestly do not know what I’ll amount to. The “work” I put into school has to go someplace, right? /end nebulous post about future rant.

Hrm….I…miss. lots of things, I guess. Good night sleeps, small work loads, a sense of achievement. yeah, just to list a few. the list is slightly more expansive):

The mountains. definitely at night. or the beach. just somewhere where you can actually see those twinkling lights up there called stars. and get away from the noise, congestion, lights of the city.

um, um, um.

mirrors, clowns are hella scary (Pennywise anyone?), and blood. hemaphobe yeee.

break today. :D